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I wonder what it feels like to fall from the top floor of my school building
Just for curiosity's sake, I wander into imagining the sensation of falling,
Falling out of depression, of hate,
of emotions mixed up, messed up
I wonder what the people around would do, what they would think or feel

as they see the person falling,
struggling,
wishing he didn't let go...
then crashing


I wonder what he thinks about while he's falling, what he would feel while crashing
How fast everything becomes,
if there would be a flashback



or there would be regret,
if there would be peace




or there would be pain





I wonder
 

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