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On Dreaming of Cars

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 Recently, we've been visiting showrooms in manila, checking out new cars without actually any intention of buying. It's a family(i.e. my brother, my father, and I) thing that we round showrooms from high end to local car dealers to tease our eyes and try what nice cars we could dream of accommodating in our garage. On mother's day, we visited a Porsche dealer since my dad got interested with this silver one and he wanted my mom to take a look at it. Just to look at it. If I'm honest, I had my fingers crossed hoping the slightest of possibilities that he would buy this one. Realistically enough, with what my parents earn and with all our expenses, all we could afford is a Japanese econobox on a car loan so no, my hopes were too high. But then again, we really weren't looking to buy any  that day so, moving on...  There was this one car I totally fell in love with: a Lexus GS. Among the cars I saw that day, this was actually the least attractive. But then

Ascertaining End

You know what the worst part is? I'm in that position where I can't talk. And even if I can, I won't. Doing so would drag me deeper into this, deeper than I want to. And while I haven't talked, the paranoia of the repercussions of silence is slowly chewing through my mind. It's torture knowing what is at stake by this childish fiasco. I refuse to get dragged into this, so I refuse to speak. And if you know better, do stop putting me in the middle.