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I’m sorry, I love you

 I believe we don’t know how to express what we don’t normally receive. I’m still trying to figure out things on my own. It doesn’t always work for me, but I’m happy to take the effort. I sorely miss you. I wish it didn’t have to end up like this but I already chose this path. I had a dream about you last night, it was a happy dream, better than how you treated me the last two months we spoke. I hate how driving makes me paranoid, like how do I end up right behind the car I had just overtaken 10 mins and 15 cars ago? Goodbye.

Finally got a pair

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 It’s been almost 20 years since I last had these as pets. They are a bit hard to take care of and are a bit pricey so I had to hold back anytime the desire to buy them hit me. They have pretty nice colors and patterns, and being cichlids, they got personality too. I have my aquarium setup beside my desk any every now and then I find myself being watched and followed by one of them. It was a few days ago when I realized one of my aquariums didn’t have a centerpiece so I finally decided to get a pair. I’ve spent too much in this hobby but I’m sure this last one would be worth it.

Ebb

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  Let this sea wash away these memories that keep on drowning me

Walking

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 Our paths crossed a long time ago. I stayed thinking things might work out somehow. At times it felt great, but more often I was left wanting, waiting. I asked you out. The air went dead. I went on ahead. Now, I feel like it would be unfair to you, to me, to say what would have been if it were us. We’ve set our own paths to journeys we need to see through Maybe someday our paths would meet again.

Trace

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 Not everything has to have meaning

Sea

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Let the waves wash away the footprints that weren’t meant to be there

Dusk

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  The night falls for you